I’ve always been a very high-energy, upbeat, optimistic person who thrived on being productive, never turning off my brain and getting excited about being punctual and having killer time-management skills.
However, from January to May of 2015, I experienced my first bout of depression. I blogged through it. In fact, that was one of the only things that I felt gave me purpose. I woke up, did some work, had no idea what I had done and then would do incredibly simple things like make a sandwich which took 10 x longer than it would have normally.
Off-the-Shoulder-Top: Very Similar
I didn’t even notice it at first. I noticed that I wasn’t quite as productive but I felt like as long as I was blogging I was fine. It was my release. No one knew that I was struggling to write anything. In fact, I had some of my best content.
Then one day I was making a meal and I realized that I had spent an hour making a 20 minute recipe. I had no concept of time. I was constantly exhausted. I had nothing to say to anyone. I wasn’t interested in anything. I didn’t even think about depression until one day I was Googling my symptoms and it was right there.
At first I really fought it because I was STILL upbeat, energetic and going through the motions of what my “normal” personality was. But I was exhausted. I wasn’t interested in things but I did them anyway. I would have small fits of crying. I gained weight yet I wasn’t eating more than usual. I thought I couldn’t possibly have been depressed because I didn’t fit “the mold.” I quickly realized that “the mold” needed to be shattered.
There is no mold for depression I feel like. My depression was my own and I needed to realize that and not look for a way out because just one small symptom that I found while Googling didn’t fit me.
Off-the-Shoulder-Top: Very Similar
Most of you noticed that this was my last post for a while in 2015. I had just hit a wall. I could not write anything else. I was tired, but more importantly, I was tired of not being honest about where I was in life. I was afraid. I was afraid of getting negative comments (still am) because I didn’t even understand depression so I was afraid that people who didn’t understand it would just tell me to shape up and get it together. (I was telling myself that everyday it seemed like)
I stopped blogging, but I missed it. I missed shooting photos. I missed getting dressed and playing with my clothes. I realized that was one of the things that really motivated me to TRY. I missed looking forward to scheduling posts.
However, I couldn’t write anything that I felt was interesting to other people because I wasn’t interested in anything. I had extreme nervousness about meeting people and having them ask me what I like to do, what I did for a living, general small-talk questions. I was not willing to just put up a photo and say, “Look at what I’m wearing!!!” just to get something up. So I took a break, but I can say that blogging is what helped me with my depression.
Although I wasn’t posting during the summer, I was writing. Writing after seeing prompts in everyday life. I felt like I could really write without any pressure of someone reading my words and maybe being able to see through the facade of my words covering my depression.
Fast forward to a year, I’m in a completely different space. I’m taking care of myself mentally and physically. I’m listening to my gut more and living without regrets about that. In fact, I’m doing so well, that it’s harder to make time for blogging, but I’ve learned that during the best and lowest times of my life, blogging is what gets me through it.
Although I have a lot of thoughts about where blogging is going (let’s just summarize it, it’s dying but more on that later) I realize that blogging is really what has gotten me through a lot of things. I can absolutely say that last year blogging is what kept me from spiraling into some really dark places.
So I want to leave you with this. No one’s depression looks the same as someone else’s. So if you’re reading this and feel like you have to hide it like I did, you don’t. You absolutely do not.
Although I have a lot of thoughts about where blogging is going (let’s just summarize it, it’s dying but more on that later) I realize that blogging is really what has gotten me through a lot of things. I can absolutely say that last year blogging is what kept me from spiraling into some really dark places.
So I want to leave you with this. No one’s depression looks the same as someone else’s. So if you’re reading this and feel like you have to hide it like I did, you don’t. You absolutely do not.
Kathrine Eldridge
Thanks for sharing your journey. I've seen others around me struggle with depression so I know that this will help many who read this. So glad you're back and thriving. 🙂 Love this look! That vest is so chic and I love it styled over the off the shoulder top. Need to try that!
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Laura Bambrick
I have struggled with depression before and it can be hard to first realize that is what you are struggling with and then dealing with it. We are all different so you are right, depression never looks the same in different people. Thank you for sharing your story!
Straight A Style
So glad you are doing well and bravely sharing your struggles. I am sure others will benefit from your honesty. I totally know what you mean about blogging motivating you. It does me too and I always feel better for it.
Amy Ann
Straight A Style
Uzo O
Really nice to know that you have overcome this and doing great , sometimes blogging does help to get our minds off things. You look amazing!
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Rachelle (http://pinksole.com/)
blogging is like therapy isn't it? I'm sure your post will inspire so many other people. I don't think blogging is dying I just think it's changing a lot.
xo
PinkSole
Kyle A
I am so, so proud of you!! And thrilled that you are feeling more yourself. Your internet space is one of my favorites!
Shannon Jenkins
Girl you are so strong!! First off thank you for sharing this with us it's crazy how some people don't like to talk about depression and second of all I'm glad you took control and got yourself healthy and in a better place! A lot of people ignore the signs but you made it your bitch 😉 Also looking fab as always!
<3 Shannon
Upbeat Soles
Kate at Green Fashionista
I'm so sorry to hear what you went through last year, but am so happy to hear that you got through it and are back to blogging. Always love the ray of sunshine in your posts and beautiful pictures! And LOVING this top on you, so pretty <3
I don't think blogging is necessarily dying, it's more that it's all about overly-staged photos and people buying instagram followers to build their brand. There are still a lot of fantastic bloggers out there blogging for themselves and growing their following honestly and organically 🙂
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Catherine
Thank you so much for sharing this, Alissa! It's important to talk openly and honestly about mental health issues so we can get rid of the stigmas around them. I also love that blogging is what got you through it! I firmly belive that writing is therapeutic. So happy that you're in a better place and feeling good!
xx
Catherine
Closet Fashionista
I'm so glad you shared this because it's so true. No matter how happy people look on the outside they could be going through something terrible inside. I'm glad you've been feeling better lately and came back to blogging. I always missed reading your posts!
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kileen valenzuela
thank you so much for sharing this and I'm so glad that blogging has helped you get through the depression. I know that I suffered from anxiety for awhile and having an outlet like blogging certainly helped me too. so glad to see you back!
cute & little
kileen
Tamara Farhat
It makes me happy seeing you in such a good place now, smiling and full of life!
XoXo,
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Carolina Pinglo
thank you so much for sharing <3
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Monique Galang
Such a great post!
xo, monique
Alison at Wardrobe Oxygen
Thank you for writing this, Alissa. Like you I'm usually a positive, bubbly person but I do battle bouts of depression. My dad was clinically depressed and a textbook case – think the commercials for antidepressants. Not only did I NOT want to be like him, my depression didn't look like his so I just figured it was me being lazy, me not having enough drive, and attacking myself for not being good, being strong. Once I admitted what it was, it was easier to work with it. And like you, I find blogging a way to have something to work towards and keep me accountable as well as grateful. Also change in activity and diet has helped exponentially. Much love to you, and thanks again for sharing your story. The more we normalize depression, the better we can work with it and others can understand themselves.
molly wetta
You are so write about depression looking different for everyone. I struggle more with anxiety, and it can be invisible to everyone else but almost immobilizing for me. Thanks for sharing. I love people being more open about their mental health challenges as it helps reduce stigma.
Molly, Librarian Style
BLackey
Such a beautiful post! It's always so important to be honest because we as your readers can relate so much more to that and we appreciate it! I agree with you that blogging is such a great way to release your emotions and to keep motivated. I love that it gives me an outlet and a community that supports me. I hope blogging isn't dying because I think it has become a really positive part of society.
You look beautiful in your photos and very full of joy!
xo Bryn
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Sara Strauss {Sincerely, Sara}
Thanks for sharing and being so honest! I went through some depression from November 2014 to January 2015 and all I wanted to do was stay in bed and stare at the ceiling. Everything felt slower and time just dragged on. I'm glad you're feeling better and that you're in a better place and I hope that depression never rears its ugly head again!
~Sara
Kylie Mavrakis
This post hit me straight in the heart. I suffer from anxiety and depression, and whenever people hear that they usually respond with "Well, you don't look like you are!". Definitely time to shatter the mold of what people think these things look like.
And I'm always here if you ever want to chat <3
xo Kylie
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Alyssa Gap
Thank you so much for sharing this. Depression looks different for everyone. For me I deal with bouts of it in and out of my panic disorder. I'm so glad you've taken care of yourself and are feeling better. I'm always around digitally if you ever need to chat!
Simply Alexandra // My Favorite Things
Oh sweet friend! I 100% understand. I went through a similar situation with anxiety last year. It was such a rough year. But in August I was able to take a step back and focus more on self-care. I still struggle some, but goodness. Allowing myself to take care of me has been amazing. I don't always excel. But I do feel a lot better and understand what's going on with me now. Have you heard of Spoon Theory? If not, I would definitely recommend looking it up. It traditionally relates to chronic physical illnesses, but I think it is 100% applicable to mental struggles like anxiety and depression as well. Definitely look it up, it has made me think about everything in a whole new way. Good luck to you friend as you keep working toward taking care of yourself, it's a constant thing to work on for me. Thank you for sharing this. It is so true, and relevant to so many! XO – Alexandra
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Darcy
I give you so much props for sharing your journey! It is very true that it does not fit one mold, and it's important to realize it comes in many forms <3
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Head to Toe Chic
I'm so glad you're doing well, and that you shared your journey! Depression is something that so many people go through. It's something that I went through too.
xo,
Angela
BLovedBoston
Thank you for sharing your story with us and I'm incredibly happy that you've found yourself once again.
Naomi Shapiro
Big hugs, mama.
Hillary @ styleinasmalltown
Thank you for writing this very sensitive and personal post. From someone who's dealt with depression for a long time now, right now I "have it together." But those days where I didn't and people would tell me to "pull myself up by my boot straps," no really, really weren't that long ago. I could never do what you were able to do in that same state, but I'm so glad that it helped you get through it!. It looks different for each of us, so thanks again for writing this! Hugs! 🙂
~Hillary
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Abigail Castro
So brave of you for opening up! We all go through different bouts of ups and downs in life. But the fact that you can openly talk about it now is a good thing. That smile of yours is infectious – keep spreading it around!
Abby | Life in the Fash Lane
Kimberly
This is beautiful & inspiring – thank you for willingness to be open & honest about your struggles. I've battled depression in the past and it's a lonely isolating place to be. I know you sharing your story will help encourage other women who are in similar circumstances. Bravo!
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Shira
I'm so glad you went to blogging because I missed your posts. Something I find helpful when you're feeling low is to force yourself to push yourself just a little because often doing exactly what you don't want to do when you're depressed, helps you work through the funk just a little!
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Nada Qamber
Blogging has a way of helping us get through depression, or at least help us grab hold of something during the time when nothing seems to matter anymore. I blogged through my depression some time in 2014 and a little time in 2015. I helped me really get out of bed and it made me feel better once the post was up. But, I remember that there was a time when I would just post one a month or once every two months because my depression was on and off… but it did help me stay on track now. I'd like to say that the blog and I grew together as a team. It's got your bad day posts and your happy day posts, even when your readers don't see it.
Thank you for writing this post, Alissa. Just know that you're never alone in these kind of situations. We're all here. <3
SimplyxClassic
thanks for your honest and vulnerable post.
i'm happy that you didn't stop blogging! Keep writing, because people are reading.
<3
Marsya Aulia Rizkita
You're really pretty!
Love your smile:)
Also your outfit too…
don't forget to visit me back,
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Writing Monique
First of all: you look absolutely beautiful! Second: thank you SO much for sharing this! Girl, you are an inspiration to me <3! Thank you so much!
WritingMonique
mcrenshaw66
Thank you so much for writing this. I love reading your blog, and you were missed here for sure, but so glad you were taking care of YOU. And, depression is a scary topic for many, though it isn't something that should be. I am so happy to see you write this, as someone who has suffered from it, it's nice to see that. Sometimes it feels like the younger generation bottles it all in and it has to be bubbly 24/7. But, we ALL have those times where it's not, whether it be actual depression or just a down day. It needs to be okay for people to show the happy and the sad times of their lives, it really does help others. Some of us have suffered through depression, and still do from time to time, but knowing your triggers, and working with what helps you are keys. And, you seem to have figured out yours, which is awesome! You are well on your way to a happy, healthy and balanced life! And, you seem to have figured that out much sooner than some of us older folk did, thankfully! 🙂 I wish you well, Alissa.
Whitney James
Really love your transparency and honesty here. I'm glad you were still able to write and use blogging as a way to cope and get through. I too have suffered bouts of depression and writing always seems to be my go-to. Glad you're in a different head space now and as always, I'm glad to see you beautiful smiling face! XO!
~Whitney
http://www.whitneynicjames.com
Ramona
So glad you're doing better. How wonderful that you are so brave to share with all of us. I'm sure this will help someone. You look amazing and I always like to see your beautiful smile.
xoxo
Ramona
http://ramona-strikeapose.blogspot.ie/
Camila Alarcon
What a gorgeous outfit girl, I love how you smile in all your pictures it is always nice to be as happy as you can!
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Carmen Varner
Thank you for opening up & sharing your story. It's not an easy thing to do. It's interesting to read about depression because everyone has a different perspective. Using writing prompts is a wonderful way to in the habit of writing everyday. On another note, I love your vest! :]
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Keo Sopherth
thanks for your honest and vulnerable post.
i'm happy that you didn't stop blogging! Keep writing, because people are reading. Love from: Blogger Support
Pat
First I must say I love how you pared the versatile white sleeveless vest with your off the shoulder shirt! Who would have thought? Why Alissa, that's who! Second, depression. I could write a whole book about it. Sounds like you have a lot of it figured out and beings that you aren't afraid to talk about it really helps hon. Remember taking it one day at a time and realizing there is no right or wrong way to be makes a big difference too. I most of all love your honesty in your blogging. That really is awesome!!
Kali
what lovely post! so glad you are feeling better and able to share your journeys !
Xx
Kali
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Aubrey
Sending love, because I've been there too… I had a tough couple of years after my divorce and it was a hole I wasn't sure I'd climb out of. Proud that you can be so authentic to yourself, and share so that others feel less alone in it.
Gina Daily
What a very candid, thoughtful post. I appreciate you sharing what's going on behind that beautiful smile, and I think (hope!) you will find that more people are supportive than not! And if they're NOT supportive…good riddance.
Gina || On the Daily Express
Priya
I'm proud of you for being able to turn blogging back into something you LOVE that works for you. And for identifying your depression for exactly what it is, even if it doesn't fit any mold. Blogging has been helpful to me in this phase of my life as well! Sometimes just keeping track of things that make you happy and sharing pics of you looking happy can actually MAKE you happy 🙂
you are beautiful and such an encouraging member of this community that I adore! Keep doing you GF!
♥ perfectly Priya
Candace Hampton
Thanks for sharing your story! Blogging and YouTubing got me through many low days in high school and in college. All the bullying, teasing and heartache. It definitely is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Love your outfit too. Glad you're back 🙂
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Doused In Pink
I'm sorry that you had such a hard time last year. Depression is not easy to talk about and sharing your story will help others who are struggling with it! Keep up the blogging! I look forward to seeing your amazing smile!
Jill
Doused In Pink
Marjorie Smith
Nice style, you are looking so beautiful!
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Mica T
Thank you for sharing your story. Depression can be different for everyone, and by sharing what works and helped you you could help others who find that they need something similar to be equipped to deal with it.
No matter how we arrive at that point, taking care of yourself is important and it's great to hear you're feeling better and doing that now 🙂
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Bogi RedReticule
Blogging has been a therapy for me and it has kept my sanity and gotten me through some real challenging times after I gave up literally everything in Europe to be with my husband. It's so great to read that you are doing great and good things are happening to you. Thank you for sharing!
Red Reticule
Chelsea Marrs
Such a powerful post, thank you for sharing with us! I'm so glad that you found an outlet in blogging, and I definitely have as well! Hope you're having a great weekend!
Chelsea
Chow Down USA
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Elle Sees
The line about there's not a mold for depression definitely hits home. I think many of us fail to recognize we are depressed bc we are looking for a certain checklist, like staying home in pjs and not working, for example. many go through of motions. many hide it. the more we talk about it, the more we remove the stigma.
Artdicted 2
I love how honest and open you are! ♥
Nati xx
http://www.simplyartdicted.com
Jasmine Cooper
I can totally relate to this post. We all go through this from time to time and it sucks. I've been there more than I'd care to share. I think those dark times help us to re-evaluate what truly matters. At times, it feels like we are doing great to the outside world, but we're hurting inside.
There's always a light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for your transparency!
Jas | http://www.jasminediane.com
Rach DiMare
Thanks for sharing your honesty. That is so brave of you and I am glad that your are focusing on your mental health! I hope you continue to blog and see your smiling face! By the way, your OTS top with the vest is SO CUTE!
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Karly @ Miss in the Midwest
As always, thanks for being transparent and sharing the less-than-pretty side of life. I've struggled with depression in my past, too, and writing always seems to have helped that. I think blogging is moving in a different direction like you mentioned, but I believe that posts like this is what people want to read and see. Keep it real!
Shea Sayers
Thanks so much for sharing your story and being so honest. I think we all think that depression is supposed to look a certain way but you're right, there is no one-size-fits-all diagnosis. I'm glad you're back to blogging and sharing your fun style, funny stories, and honest thoughts.
Anna Baun
I always love and appreciate how transparent you are about life happenings. I knew, based on what you had mentioned last year, that you weren't happy with things overall, but this year, I never would have guessed that. You always look so radiant. I think I have mentioned the same has been transpiring within myself this year – I think most of it is what's happening at the office for me currently, but as exhausted as the office and life can be, I will stay up until all hours of the night working on the blog with no problem. It's definitely my outlet, my freedom space. And even when I am feeling a bit down about a particular months stats, etc., I still love shooting, sharing … as you mentioned. Love you and sending you lots of happy vibes girl! So glad to hear everything is going really well – you totally deserve it! XOXO
Anna || A Lily Love Affair
Garaytreasures
Lovely look, I love how you paired everything in this outfit. I read this post earlier today and never came back to it but I must say I am with you on how blogging is sometimes the best outlet when the world around seems crashing in. I am glad you also revealed why you took a break as I wondered why but didn't think to ask (silly me) but I am so glad to see you are back. I enjoy your wit and natural prompts and storytelling as I can tell you are genuine and have a story to tell.
Rachel xo
http://garaytreasures.com
Jeans and a Teacup
I'm sorry that you've been struggling with this, Alissa. I watched my Dad go through depression and I know it's not easy. Thank you for being honest about everything. I know a lot of people are going through something similar and honestly, you are an inspiration! You have an amazing personality, fashion sense, and hair! 🙂 I look forward to your posts and hope that you continue to blog!
~Jessica
Jeans and a Teacup
Lily Kanaya Widjaja
Blogging for me is like a me time lol.
– Lily Widjaja
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s
im so sorry to hear that you have a battle with depression. I hope that you continue to use this platform as a creative outlet to express your passions- (that's actually why I started my website) ! Because of it, so many doors were opened and my door to depression has been closed for a long time. I'm so glad you came back. Btw, your hair is seriously everything.
xO!
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Nora Minassian
Its so good to hear you over came your depression, a lot of people can't so you should be proud of yourself. You look great in this outfit, confident and stylish and it shows through.
Nora
http://www.jacketsociety.com
Alissa Kelly
I told you you're stronger than you know 😉 I must say, I wondered where you went when you stopped blogging and missed reading your posts. Sometimes we do need to step back from things though. I'm really glad you're seeing life in a new way and love the idea of shattering the depression mold – and any mold really! SO proud of you girl. I wish more than ever that we were closer so we could meet up and enjoy a workout then froyo lol You and I are incredibly alike and not just because we have the best name, ever. 😉
XO,
Alissa
NaturallyMeBlog.com
Annessa Smith @ Seeking Sunshine
It's go great that you're feeling better and up to blogging again. I also go through spouts where I feel depressed and unmotivated to do anything, it's def important to share so you know you're not alone. Have a great weekend!
Annessa
http://www.seekingsunshine.com
baublestobubbles.com
I cannot tell you how refreshing this was to read! And also so brave of you to share. I can totally relate to this, as I've been battling with bouts of depression the last few years as a result of getting bullied in college. It's the worst, but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel even though it seems impossible at the time. I'm so glad you're feeling better and was so happy when you started blogging again!
ravenlocks
Aw, girl…I'm so glad blogging has helped you out. Coming from someone who's had severed depression for most of her life, I can relate. I can't say that I know exactly how you feel (because everyone is different), but I can relate to you…I feel you and I understand.
A lot of people just don't understand. They think that just because you smile, you're happy. But it's so much more complicated and deeper than that.
Keep your head up, beautiful. It does get better and it will <3
xo Azu
http://www.raven-locks.blogspot.com
Jen Hsieh
I'm so inspired by your words, your openness, and your honesty about depression. I have close friends who have dealt with depression and, at first, I wasn't sure how to help and I responded in the only way I was familiar with…as if depression was sadness. That you could just get over it and let it fade away. But speaking so honestly, like you do here, really helps not only those going through similar things, but those who find it hard to comprehend from the outside.
Keep on winning this battle and doing you the best way you know how, girl. 🙂
JennifHsieh
Elegance and Mommyhood
Aww sweet Alissa, I am just now catching up. I am so sorry you have gone through some bouts of depression. I have read a few posts but haven't really noticed it was bad. I am sorry. I think in general you have a fun, upbeat and positive spirit which shows through every funny word you write and all the adorable outfits you create, too. Like this one – chic, comfortable yet full of trends. I want a blue+white striped off-shoulder top badly. J.Crew and Banana Republic both have versions of this top and it is truly gorgeous. Love your necklace too.
OK, longest comment ever but I hope that you will continue to win every battle and shine at the end like the fire-cracker you are! You can do this! I am with you!
P.S. Thanks for linking up with me before, too. A brand-new linkup is currently live. Would love for you to join with your fabulous style, gorgeous Alissa. Thanks, Ada. =)
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Coco Cami
Beautiful post, so brave and inspirational 🙂
Camille xo
http://www.cococami.blogspot.co.uk
Nina Kobi
I'm glad you are better place now and you got over the depression. Blogging helps us in so many ways. You look amazing in this vest btw. Hope you are having great start of the week.
Nina
http://www.ninasstyleblog.com
Stylin' In St. Louis
So glad that you shared this! Glad that you are doing well.
xo,
Jacqueline
Stylin In St. Louis
LyddieGal
I'm happy to hear that you were able to realize that you were suffering from depression and work through it. I've dealt with depression for most of my life. A lot of the time I can completely forget about it, but it tends to rear its head whenever change of any kind arrives in my life. Moving out of my parents house this past year has been an unending struggle, and I know I need to spend more time trying to adapt to my new living situation rather than feel the need to crumble at the drop of a hat.
Finding a life purpose is a great thing. Always try to pursue what you think will give you the most opportunities for happiness, and even if you stop blogging, never stop writing.
Chic on the Cheap
Bree
Thank you for your honesty! I have had the same struggle and I know firsthand how difficult it can be to get through each task. I'm so glad you have worked through yours and that blogging was so cathartic for you!
Beautygirl 24
I'm so grateful that I read this. I'll sometimes stop and think about who's blog post I haven't seen in my feed for awhile and yours is always at the forefront because you are so sweet, inspiring and honest. I e battled depression and anxiety my entire life. I often feel these same symptoms but when you're a certain age, you kinda have to just go through the motions because you need to be an adult. Blogging helps me a lot too. I agree it's kind of a dying thing though. I miss the old days, now it's all geared towards making money. That's fine, but I wish it was more about THIS. Being honest and writing from the heart. Great post girlfriend, I hope you're well today!
Marjorie Smith
You are looking so beautiful dear, nice combine!
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Abril Ponce
I'm glad to know you're better now, depression is not easy to deal will and it takes a lot of strength to overcome it. Thanks for sharing this post with us
x,Abril
The Color Palette
Lisa Morice
Hey Alissa, I just called by the blog because I wondered where you've been. I guess this post answered a lot of my questions. I hope you are doing really well and just too busy enjoying life to post. Blogging might not be the same as it has been in the past but I still sure enjoy yours. Take care sweetie.
Maya McDonald
I love how honest and open you always are – and being open about depression (and other things that are hard) is so inspiring. You kick ass girlfriend! I'm happy you're feeling better and keeping it real (as always!) xx
Kelsey
Hi Alissa,
Thanks for posting this very brave post. I too struggle with depression and am a writer as well. I got so much comfort from your description of how writing helped you through. It's nice to have this post out there to relate to as I feel many mental health discussions are either vilifying or not enough. I am so grateful for your post and hope your journey through it remains positive.
Thank you so much for reminding me I'm not alone.